Finding closure...
Loosing a close one is like loosing a part of yourself, its quite an intense process and the internal churning one goes through can be quite daunting and in-expressible. However with the pace that we live life and with the super intervention of technology, we are taking longer than before to truly heal and truly move on. Though I speak of closure wrt to demise of a close one, I mean to share about it as an issue in general. As i sat observing myself go through a sea of emotions at my granny's prayer ceremony, it felt very mixed. Some part of me had moved on in a year, so I was more at ease thinking of her, but when so many members of the family came together to pray, that feeling left me over-whelmed. As I allowed myself the freedom to think of her, without resisting I was surprised the way my mind totally let go and churned in emotions and as I continued being with them, there was this point where they transformed into pure love and it engulfed everyone around. I remembe...